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Subhanallah…what i`ve done all my life? every time i prays for sorry to Allah, i feel like want to die…my sins was so big..and big. i dun noe what should i do. did i prays for nothing? what my ibadah is meaning for? Ya Allah…ampunkan dosa ku. Aku berserah kepada mu. I scared..i fear. What i will get in kubur? what will i face after my last breath gone. mm..the most i scared, what ujian i will get after this. I count my time..every second. I have to do sumthing right now, but i dun noe…i need to wash my self. but i have no strength. i feel like all my ibadah just to full fill my daily schedule…no feeling. show off… maybe my tears also like that. priceless…air mata murahan…
mm…andai ku tahu, kapan bila ajal ku.. t`ingat lagu..
Ya Allah…Kau terima lah taubat kut…ambil lah nyawa ku jika sekiranya Kau telah terima taubat ku.. Aku bukan lah seorang pujangga yang pandai untuk menyusun kata-kata. Aku juga tidak tahu sepatutnye kah aku berkata begitu dalam doa-doa ku. Tetapi yang pasti ya Allah…aku amat takut dengan azab mu. Aku tidak kuat dengan ujian2 Mu Ya Allah… Ampunkan dosa ku Ya Allah..tutuplah keaiban ku dunia akhirat ya Allah.. tiada lah apa lagi yg ku harapkan selain keampunan Mu Ya Allah.. Aku telah lupa kepada Mu sejenak dalam hidup ku…aku berdoa tidak mengulangi nya lagi Ya Allah. ampunkan lah aku Ya Allah..

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